
"Update Wednesday May 17th: I was just at the vigil with Michele and her two babies (twins) and wondering why there are military helicopers flying low over the National Guard every 5-10 minutes. It is very intimidating and frightening. I'm not aware of any military training excersises taking place. I ran a copy of my blog before posting it on the internet, down to the vigil to show it to a couple of people volunteering their time. The 24 hr. vigil will be in effect until Friday, when the sign is supposed to be changed.
We have also been mentioned on the national news by NPR ! Yeah. Haven't heard the soundbite yet but have a feeling they are giving a honest viewpoint. My favorite radio station : ) And they say a small group of people can't make a difference. I had no idea it would get this big!
Anyone is welcome to come join, whatever your position, as long as you are willing to have a calm discussion of the issue. We have people show up to play music occasionally and it is an opportunity to be part of something good, freedom of standing up for what we believe in"
I also had the opportunity to speak to a soldier who had been to Iraq and we had a productive peaceful conversation, I think. He's also concerned about Iraq and while we did not agree on every issue he was very easy to talk to. I honestly want to know what the soldiers have experienced, he was very informative. He had the opportunity to read my blog post before I posted it and did not take offense to anything I had written. Of course he does not speak for all soldiers. "
Wednesday morning:
I must say the last few days have been incredibly enlightening when it comes to passive resistance, and the nature of standing up for what you believe even as a "free" American. I have no idea how much of the Corvallis public is aware of what has been going on a the National Guard Armory with the Mother's Day Vigil, because I have been in the middle of it, and I have spent most of my free time down at the Armory. I'd like to share a few of my personal experiences. I hope someone from the National Guard armory reads this so they understand that we are all Americans and on the same side.
First off I became involved in the civil resistance movement that is taking place worldwide because I do not agree with the continuation of this war period. I am 100% firm in my commitment to stand up for my right as an American to peacefully resist this war in Iraq until this war is over, and ALL American soldiers are home safely. To see the evolution from average Jane citizen, two months ago, to commited peace activist, today, please take a few minutes to read my six blog posts beginning with
pics and video's at peace rally . During this time I have not only educated myself as to the nature this war but have found out violence, whether it be with weapons or intimidation is the least effective response in every situation. Whether it be worldwide conflict to interpersonal with our families and loved ones.
The response from the National Guard, the general public who vocally (often disturbingly loud) support this war and the media has been eye opening, disturbing and often frightening.
Tony Lystra, the reporter for the Corvallis Gazette Times, has spent very little time getting his "facts" and is misinforming the public of the nature and intentions of the people who are involved in this peaceful resistance movement locally. It is clear to his agenda is to accentuate the "conflict" in the matter to sell papers.
First I would like to give my thanks:
Thank you Michele. You have taught me the world truly can be a kinder gentler place. When I met you at the rally two months ago I had no idea. You are a gentle, compassionate soul who has taught me change is possible and it begins with us. I am so grateful you and your family are in my life. Your children, Tala, Pheonix, Willow and Grace are beautiful souls and your compassion as a mother shines in them.
Thank you Rebecca, your commitment and involvement in both the peace movement and life makes me look forward to the day we can spend as much time building the art and craft co-op together. I'm so happy I met you. I'm looking forward to viewing your husbands photo's and video record of the events of the past few days. Your daughter is a joy.(I keep forgetting her name having met so many people and children recently, but was calling her "pink" after we sat down together yesterday and colored together at the vigil and she ended up mostly pink from the sidewalk chalk we were playing with)
Thank you Leah, for your commitment to the soldiers, and your time invested in building the memorial of names of those killed in the war. I cannot even imagine the hand cramps you must have experienced in handwriting all of them. Hearing you share of your experiences as a career vetran has taught me so much about what it's like to be on the inside and come out a come out a stronger person for it.
Thank you to my husband for putting up with my time invested, I honestly had no idea that I would end up spending most of my free time at the vigil. Sorry for not returning the movies in time. I love you.
Thank you to (here's where I start forgetting names, I'll have to ask again when I see all of you) the woman who spends much of her time working with the highschool students doing counter resistance to the military recruiters in the highschools. Now I know what to share with my children, thank you for the woman who brought the Iraqi woman to the United Methodist church to share her story as a mother and woman on the inside. I cannot even honestly imagine the fear and uncertainty they are experiencing. Thank you to Eman Ahmed for sharing your story. (I hope I'm able to see you speak again to thank you in person) Your courage in speaking out in the "occupators" against this war, is amazing and inspiring. Thank you to Wendi, my new friend and a neighbor who I met on Sunday. Your music is a gift and listening to you play your guitar under the tree and sing out for peace and compassion is creative expression at the highest. Looking forward to taking my children to the Beanery to show them my new friend sing. I'm hoping you can inspire my daughter to follow through with her plans when she endeavors to learn the guitar. Thank you to my children, you are more precious to me than gold. Thank you to my family, my two uncles who experienced Vietnam as both a Marine and Navy soldiers. Uncle Dale, now I understand why you joined as a rebel and came out a minister. Uncle Robert, I'm so glad you're now working at the hospital doing what you love instead of Trojan nuclear power plant risking radiation illness. Thank you Grandpa, your stories of being in WWII and your famous story of driving your side-saddle motorcycle to hang out and drink sake' with the Japanese in the Portland internment/worker camp put a face on the "enemy" for me at a very young age. I miss you but know you are looking down on us and smiling. Thanks to everyone else involved in attempting to make the world a better place who I have met along the way, including the almost 140 people who spent part of their mother's day supporting the movement towards peace. You are the witnesses, share your stories. Thank you to the Dixie Chicks. I've listened to your newest song at least once a day. You go girls! : )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bR1l95sLroQ . The spirit of your music has supported me from the beginning of my personal struggle for freedom and independence. Freedom for the choice to express ourselves creatively in any form we choose is ultimately the goal of peace. And thank you God. Whithout who we would not be here to fight the good fight.
didn't realize I had so many to thank, now here are a few things I would like to clear up:
1.I am not "you people" and pointing your finger in my face, yelling and intimidating me does not make that so. Regardless of your job or position in the national guard. When a man over six feet tall yells at a woman under 5 foot 3 inches is not okay. Whatever your agenda and beliefs.
2. Standing on the sidewalk by Kings blvd. in front of every car passing by, and balling my eyes out after being yelled at by an intimidating, frightening man is embarrassing.
3. I love being an American. I am proud of my uncles for fighting a war they were told was just. I am hurt to see the effects Vietnam had on their lives. They are both kinder and gentler people for giving up the "party" line.
4. Someone chosing to write "peace is possible" in small pink letters on the cement in front of the memorial was never intended to infuriate or disrespect the memorial. I saw the memorial for the first time on Sunday and felt only reverence and respect for it. Being told we could not gather around it to look at it or show our respect was wrong and insensitive to our personal rights as Americans.
5. A 3 inch stick used to prop open the door of the National Guard building when people are going in and out is not a "threat to national security" no matter what someone says. It's an excuse to vent your feelings on private civialians, who individually chose to stand up for our beliefs. We have no idea who placed the stick under the door, their were both a group of negotiators, soldiers and the media going in and out of that door during the hours of negotiations.
6. We are not an unorganized "operation". We are not an operation at all. We are a group of individuals who do not neccessarily agree on the details but agree we want our troops home now. I have personally learned through the peaceful resistance class (thanks Tom for coming down from Portland to teach us, both in Eugene and Corvallis) that war is never as effective as peaceful resistance.
7. And last, I am so sorry the coffins look a little tattered and it is obvious they are not real. It was never intended to be disrespectful. The point was to wrench the gut of the general public driving, walking, or riding bikes by into the consequences of war. It obviously wrenches yours. It was never the intention to bring back painful memories.
Honestly I could go on and on, but it's very tiring and long winded to attempt to defend every misconception. The good news (yeah ! :) is that the commander of the local National Guard promised to change the wording on the sign in front of the Armory by Friday, after a few hours of negotiations. The vigil will be contunued 24hrs. a day until then.
For those parents who are concerned their children will chose the military to pay for education please check out
Leave My Child Alone! which is a Family Privacy Project to Protect Students from Unwanted Military Recruiting.
I like quotes and usually find one I think pertains to my post but this time something I wrote in my post regarding my experience of my first peace rally in Corvallis two months ago seems to fit best.
"I am just thankful that Corvallis is a town that takes action and allows people to get together to express their views, whichever side of the street they may stand on."